(September 10, 2017 at 1:25 am)Rhondazvous Wrote: A christian can sew seeds to the flesh all week then go to church on Sunday and pray for a crop failure. I can't do that.
I have to be able to look myself in the mirror and be honest about the person I'm looking at. I have to be able to sleep with myself at night.
To go back to church now and "rest in god's forgiveness" would be like tasting the red pill and trying to go back to the blue pill. Like tasting reality and trying to go back to the illusion.
Hold onto your illusion if that's what you need to do, but I'm unwilling to go through the effort it would take to psyche myself out that way.
I totally agree with you. like everybody else, I'm not perfect, I can live with that. I only want to apologize to someone I wronged. If there was a God, I would apologize to Him, only if I wronged Him.
I don't believe in a God, so I don't need his forgiveness no matter what.
"By simple common sense I don't believe in God, in none"
Charlie Chaplin
Charlie Chaplin