Good person/bad person

[Mystic]

Why:

I prefer everything over God. I mean it. It is like God is the least important witness, that I don't care how he sees me, but care so much about how people who are too ignorant to judge me think of me.

I am a polytheist through and though, which is an injustice that cannot be forgiven.

I must free myself from other than him.

And of my evils, is how I am God's friend in the outward but his enemy in the inward.

And of my evils, is how I talk the talk but don't walk the walk.

And of my evils, is how I see the oppressed but my heart hardly moves.

And of my evils, is how I belittle humans who are more honorable than I am and honor humans that are eviler than I am.

And of my evils, is how I have little resolve to save my soul and have little compassion for myself in that regard.

And of my evils, is how I hardly move to please and see God's beauty, though he is more beautiful and more worthy of being pleased than anything.

And of my evils, is how I turn away from the help of the Guide of time, every time I am helped.

And of my evils, is how I change favors to that of destructive condemnation.

And of my evils, is how I don't implement my wisdom.

And my evils, is having listen to a dark sinister sword that lead me to insanity and despair after that, and how no one despairs of God's spirit but a disbelieving people.

And of my evils is how much evils I have, but am still ignorant to.

And of my evils, is how little I truly regret in my heart my evil path.