RE: What's the alonest you've ever been?
October 31, 2017 at 3:05 pm
(This post was last modified: October 31, 2017 at 3:07 pm by Cyberman.)
Right now. I only really had three actual friends irl, other than Sam of course, whom I could be with and talk to face to face etc, and they've all ditched me one after another. One literally moved house and changed his number to cut me off; the second basically fired me through email; and the least said about the third, the better. I just lose all enthusiasm for everything, because I can't share any of it. I've gone literally for days without speaking a word, not even to myself. I don't even go out unless I really need to - all those couples and groups of friends and so on. When I have plucked up the courage to go out, because I do try, I'm just as alone as when I don't, only with more people around. That's why I drink a lot, so I can feel something.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'
