RE: What's the alonest you've ever been?
November 22, 2017 at 6:25 am
(This post was last modified: November 22, 2017 at 7:41 am by KittyAnn.)
Loneliness it's a strange condition....
Sometimes I hate it so much but sometimes it's a salvation ....
I love people but sometimes.. they hurt me so much that i choosen loneliness then.
But when i was too lonely... then i wanted the presence of another man so much ..that i would give everything i have ...to only have a dedicated friend!
Since I remember I love people but I was always afraid of them ... so most of my life I'm lonely, even in marriage... not by choice
I always wanted to have a lot of children, unfortunately I only have one daughter ...
but I'm glad that I have her at all ... my star from heaven
So most of my life I lived alone among people for whom I was just a gray mouse..
But now I don't feel lonely ... I found a piece of happiness, I found my place in this busy world ... I found you guys, wonderful people ...
i could say a few words about all of you... like Losty a very nice and helpful person, Hammy who always makes me laugh, Poca who knows me better than i know myself, Jack who is so nice person with her adorable smile, Mlmooney89 who is looking for the same happiness in her life what i looking for, Mister Agenda, AtlasS33, ignoramus, The Valkyrie, Tres Leches, Whateverist, Paulpablo, Cyberman, Martian Mermaid, vorlon13 ...and many, many others ....i like you guys!
ps. But once.. i felt really lonely when i had to leave my little daughter and go abroad ... i remember my trip which lasted 24 hours and i cried all the way then .. and then .. months without her... i felt that i had failed as mother..
...loneliness is bad and nasty, but the worst thing is .. to fail someone who trusts you!
I don't wish anyone loneliness..
I would like everyone to feel loved, included and needed....
Sometimes I hate it so much but sometimes it's a salvation ....
I love people but sometimes.. they hurt me so much that i choosen loneliness then.
But when i was too lonely... then i wanted the presence of another man so much ..that i would give everything i have ...to only have a dedicated friend!
Since I remember I love people but I was always afraid of them ... so most of my life I'm lonely, even in marriage... not by choice
I always wanted to have a lot of children, unfortunately I only have one daughter ...
but I'm glad that I have her at all ... my star from heaven
So most of my life I lived alone among people for whom I was just a gray mouse..
But now I don't feel lonely ... I found a piece of happiness, I found my place in this busy world ... I found you guys, wonderful people ...
i could say a few words about all of you... like Losty a very nice and helpful person, Hammy who always makes me laugh, Poca who knows me better than i know myself, Jack who is so nice person with her adorable smile, Mlmooney89 who is looking for the same happiness in her life what i looking for, Mister Agenda, AtlasS33, ignoramus, The Valkyrie, Tres Leches, Whateverist, Paulpablo, Cyberman, Martian Mermaid, vorlon13 ...and many, many others ....i like you guys!
ps. But once.. i felt really lonely when i had to leave my little daughter and go abroad ... i remember my trip which lasted 24 hours and i cried all the way then .. and then .. months without her... i felt that i had failed as mother..
...loneliness is bad and nasty, but the worst thing is .. to fail someone who trusts you!
I don't wish anyone loneliness..
I would like everyone to feel loved, included and needed....
"Alone is what I have. Alone protects me."
“I may be on the side of the angels but don’t think for one second that I am one of them.”
“The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existence. One cannot help but be in awe when he contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality. It is enough if one tries merely to comprehend a little of this mystery each day."
“I may be on the side of the angels but don’t think for one second that I am one of them.”
“The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existence. One cannot help but be in awe when he contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality. It is enough if one tries merely to comprehend a little of this mystery each day."
