A Proper Re-introduction

[Whateverist]

Hey Members of Atheist Forums,

It's been a while since I was last online,
I've had an account on this website for over 2 years.

Alot of things happened as you may have seen.
I have explored many religious views and I have genuinely stopped caring about religion.

It's not like I just thought one day, "Religion is stupid"
I mean, I did think that for a while, and I guess I do now (good news to most of y'all). 

I could say that I'm an "Optimistic Nihilist" now
I could say I'm still a Christian

But in the end I have stopped caring about religion itself, and the doctrines which most behold.
I don't find certain religions which are more philosophical than indoctrinated to be so bad, infact some have their points.

Buddhism: Suffering is caused by desire. etc etc

Eitherway, instead of rambling off I just wanted people to know my current state, and I also may or may not be more active again on this website.

I got myself a girlfriend 
I forgot about god all together
I am able to discern/differentiate the differences between love (if I even can truely understand that yet) and infatuation
I think you don't need anyone or any specific thing to enjoy life
I think you can find happiness anywhere
I also think I've found some sort of passion in my life
Writing, Literature, Music.

I just wanted people to know how I'm doing, idk, this is a community that matters to me so I felt like you all should know.
You guys did help me get through 

Happy for you.  Glad you made it through.