Die, ignore GC and Alpha. The are not really interested in your mental health, but selling you old mythology.
1. Stay in school
2. Stay out of trouble,
3. Fly under the radar for now, if you need to it does get better
4. When you are old enough, you'll be free from this prison
5. You can always bitch here if you need to.
But for now, if you are not 18 and they pay your bills, you'll simply have to do the best you can. We do understand, we see this kind of thing all the time with other teens too. You are not alone.
1. Stay in school
2. Stay out of trouble,
3. Fly under the radar for now, if you need to it does get better
4. When you are old enough, you'll be free from this prison
5. You can always bitch here if you need to.
But for now, if you are not 18 and they pay your bills, you'll simply have to do the best you can. We do understand, we see this kind of thing all the time with other teens too. You are not alone.