RE: Food or sex? Which would you give up?
December 29, 2017 at 1:52 pm
(This post was last modified: December 29, 2017 at 1:59 pm by Edwardo Piet.)
I'd give up sex and masturbation but only if the need was removed.
If I still felt horny then fuck that. I'd give up the need for food. Unsatisfied sexual frustration is unbearable (unless my partner likes denying me, then it's fun
).
I love the pleasure of sex and masturbation so much... but it takes up WAYYYYYYY too much time. I spend half of my life masturbating that could be spent doing something productive. And half the time I'm super horny and half the time it's just stress relief.
I could focus a lot more on music if I were asexual. Sure it's a fucking amazing pleasure, sex is fucking phenomenal and masturbation is pretty damn good.
But it'll never be close to the pleasure I get from music.
I think I have mild dysomnia too. Do you think it's common in people on the autism spectrum?
I'm fine with visuals and sounds outside my head. But when it comes to thinking I think in sounds and music and my mind's eye is almost blind. I can only see quick still flashes of things I've seen before and only if I'm prompted. I never actually think in pictures. The only visuals I have is memory. And it lasts about half a second.
I enjoy food BECAUSE my sense of taste and smell aren't sensitive I think. I tend to eat anything because my taste buds aren't sensitive enough to dislike anything.
And I don't get bored by it because I like variety. And I like different textures in my mouth.
I suddenly lose interest in things though sometimes. I always loved prawns for years but I had some the other day and the texture was icky so I don't like prawns anymore. Until I like them again. Lol.
I could probably enjoy eating my own vomit if I was in the mood for it.
If I still felt horny then fuck that. I'd give up the need for food. Unsatisfied sexual frustration is unbearable (unless my partner likes denying me, then it's fun
).I love the pleasure of sex and masturbation so much... but it takes up WAYYYYYYY too much time. I spend half of my life masturbating that could be spent doing something productive. And half the time I'm super horny and half the time it's just stress relief.
I could focus a lot more on music if I were asexual. Sure it's a fucking amazing pleasure, sex is fucking phenomenal and masturbation is pretty damn good.
But it'll never be close to the pleasure I get from music.
(December 29, 2017 at 1:50 pm)Rev. Rye Wrote: Food. Masturbation is a highlight of my day and having an impaired sense of smell (dysosmia: I have very little smell, and what does penetrate my brain either lasts for a second or two, is very unpleasant, or both) means I don’t get that much pleasure from eating. It’s all right, but I feel I’d be okay doing without, especially given that I also have on and off stomach trouble.
I think I have mild dysomnia too. Do you think it's common in people on the autism spectrum?
I'm fine with visuals and sounds outside my head. But when it comes to thinking I think in sounds and music and my mind's eye is almost blind. I can only see quick still flashes of things I've seen before and only if I'm prompted. I never actually think in pictures. The only visuals I have is memory. And it lasts about half a second.
I enjoy food BECAUSE my sense of taste and smell aren't sensitive I think. I tend to eat anything because my taste buds aren't sensitive enough to dislike anything.
And I don't get bored by it because I like variety. And I like different textures in my mouth.
I suddenly lose interest in things though sometimes. I always loved prawns for years but I had some the other day and the texture was icky so I don't like prawns anymore. Until I like them again. Lol.
I could probably enjoy eating my own vomit if I was in the mood for it.
