I didn't come out as atheist yet, since I'm not financially stable. Today my dad asked me if I like going to church, and I lied that I do. Then he told my mom and me that he's proud of me, because he thinks I really like going to church.
I feel kind of awkward that he's proud of a lie, but he can't handle the truth, my entire family can't handle the truth.
There are others in worse situations than me, but I can't help but be scared of the future. I really want to come out some day, but at the same time I'm afraid of their reactions. I told myself that it will not matter after I'll become financially stable, but everytime someone close to me tells me that christianity is good I feel awkward.
I feel kind of awkward that he's proud of a lie, but he can't handle the truth, my entire family can't handle the truth.
There are others in worse situations than me, but I can't help but be scared of the future. I really want to come out some day, but at the same time I'm afraid of their reactions. I told myself that it will not matter after I'll become financially stable, but everytime someone close to me tells me that christianity is good I feel awkward.
"By simple common sense I don't believe in God, in none"
Charlie Chaplin
Charlie Chaplin
