Why do so many Christians claim to be former Atheists?

[Mystic]

Nah, it's a reworking of myths that take any unseen non-human entity as definition of a god.

A god is what is valued most by humans. You and your wife are gods to you, whether you admit or not. And I've come to realize, that's impossible not to value, it was impossible, no matter how much I rationalized that it was impossible for their to be objective value or subjective value.

But the doubt and skepticism hurt me so much, I needed to know, that there was such a thing as value.