A serious question for the theist.

[Wyrd of Gawd]

Your soul would be in danger and I would advise you like I would advise anyone in a bad state.

That said, madness is one of the biggest slips a human can succumb to, and my type is from what I understand the worse type, the type that when granted ascension and vision, instead of following the Guides and being patient, ran away in fear and hate of God, till it literally drove me insane and I became till this day possessed by dark entities.

My sin and my turning away from remembrance of God and relying on the devils till this day, and stemming dark energy from them, and not keeping up the daily connection/prayer is a whole lot worse then what anyone here has done.

My state is I realize is evil, to the extent no matter how much knowledge I get, I'm still inclined to the darkness....and looking to abandon what I know for conjecture.

So I would judge you, but not judge you as worse off than I am.

One of the benefits muslim guys get in paradise is a herd of cute boys.  It seems that they will be screwing the boys more than they will be screwing those two tall translucent women.  And the pedophilia that Afghan male muslims engage in is well documented.