LadyForCamus, what you ask is reasonable. I think a lot of proofs you've digested and it's just a matter of time when one just clicks, then they all click. This is my perception, and I wish you the best in this regard. But I don't know.
Just give it time, and don't put too much emotionally investment one way or the other, just let the debate happen in your head like a neutral referee and see what comes out at the end.
Just give it time, and don't put too much emotionally investment one way or the other, just let the debate happen in your head like a neutral referee and see what comes out at the end.