But, seriously, any god that frightens its people into not living the way they want isn't a being worthy of worship. Instead of twisting yourself into knots and punishing yourself for simply being human before some non-apparent (and non-existent) authority figure can do it, why not fucking relax, live life, and let this so-called god of yours judge you at the end? I mean, he gave you a life to live, right? Not one to be scared and self-loathing with all the damn time.
Also, see a real psychiatrist.
Also, see a real psychiatrist.
"I was thirsty for everything, but blood wasn't my style" - Live, "Voodoo Lady"