Yup. It's really hard to admit that you need help, I knew for a long while that I could benefit from a professional therapist, but didn't seek help. It was a relief when I finally did and I have never felt better. I am still crazy to boot, but nowadays I'm only in a good way 
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura
