[Serious] What do you want out of life?

[Lemon Curry]

I want that all the seriously wrong things I've done in my life don't haunt me so much. But I know it doesn't work that way, my pain is part of me, part of the human condition that makes me what I am and what makes me, me.
The deeds can't be undone and the words can't be unsaid. Now I can either live with it or let those two greatest of all mind fuckers; angst and guilt, go about their work.

I have done some very fine, unselfish and noble things and the fact that most of them gone unnoticed pleased me no end. Did I do this to offset the deplorable stuff?
No. I'm a standard issue normal... I'm just normal. And rapidly getting pisst. again, so I'd best fuck off.

What do I want now? I want that the next 1/2 ounce of weed I buy off that cunt down the road is better than the last one!

You seem like a pretty decent normal guy.

We've all done things of which we ought to be proud and things that we shouldn't have done but did 'em anyways.  That's us humans for ya and, it's probably what makes us human.

However, you talked about angst and guilt and being haunted by the things you did in your life.

If you were joking about the weed, fine.

If you weren't, I'd leave it alone.  That stuff can fuck with the mind far more than people think.

What do I want for my life?

Nothing.  I count myself very lucky.

What do I want for your life?

I'd like you to stop smoking weed.