Atheism and the meaning of life - what drives you?

[Ahriman]

Because it's not "making all the effort", it's not hard like that. It's a series of easy-to-make choices.

Given the information I currently have, it's not possible for me to choose belief.  At best I can role-play a believer.  On the inside, there's no religious belief there at all.

Going through the motions is better than not doing anything at all. But I understand why you wouldn't want to do that.