Random Thoughts

[Ahriman]

I feel like I have to pretend to be worse than I am to fit in with people, meaning I feel superior (morally/intellectually) to other people and have to come down to their level, so to speak. I feel like this has actually affected my spirit in a certain way, I don't feel as "clean" as I did when i was younger. Could also be the sex. But I do think pretending to be inferior has taken a toll. I consider myself far superior to everyone else and I feel like the world has robbed me of my right to be superior, like I'm not allowed to be superior or something.

Perhaps you should work harder to prove this superiority.

So far, we haven't seen any indication of it.

Maybe I once was superior, but have been dumbed down to a more basic level?