It's like reading the scribblings of a 7 year old, but just to decipher one little bit, where you said "spontaneous generation is life coming from nonliving material and has never been observed" - it doesn't matter if it has never been observed, before life there was nothing, therefore we HAD to have came initially from non living material, there is no other way. Whether you believe god or not.
You are currently experiencing a lucky and very brief window of awareness, sandwiched in between two periods of timeless and utter nothingness. So why not make the most of it, and stop wasting your life away trying to convince other people that there is something else? The reality is obvious.
