spiritual atheist with cramp

[o.patrickm]

hate the feeling that I am bothering someone in my apartment building!
I am trying to do research and these people are vicious to me.
find religious people to be very arrogant. they speak to me with cruelty and claim to be superior.

I'm curious how your research is bothering people in your building. Is it noisy? Is there smoke? 

It doesn't surprise me that people are vicious to you, and claim to be superior. People are often that way. But behavior like that isn't limited to religious people.

it bothers them because they are spiritually entitled people in a controlled environment
not for great thinkers but for obedient normalcy. most of them are older than fifty and dont
work real jobs. I used spirituality to enhance my life which is rooted in real life physics, physics
of the ordinary social world, city etc.

obviously people have no pity as its not the absolute worst imagineable people but I want you
to hear me out. they focus many innocent attacks at me and presume their innocence to me.
they are trying to make me paranoid, I can feel their hate toward me and superiority is just one
way I describe the bullying.

really my research and work bothers them because its outside the realm of what they practice
and they will not allow me to do it in a way that makes sense. can easily work a normal job, have
a career and everything. it disagrees with their religion faith and values which are all presented to
us as glib and hypocritical. no matter how far their truth goes they want me to hate them.