spiritual atheist with cramp

[o.patrickm]

for example one person in my building is a sixty year old doctor with terrible 1 and 2 out of five
reviews all over the internet search. there is nothing special about this person, when I search his
name nothing interesting comes up just a miserable bunch of reviews. when I see the person I
want to gag.

can you imagine that type of person being okay with an atheist? you better not let him see you
or else he might start making trouble with you. thats how he thinks he should look to the world.
regardless of what it is, there is no way that person will allow you to free thought. he is guilty and
looking to blame people.

Why would a bad doctor care anything about an atheist one way or another?

Seems a weird and winding line to draw.

Maybe you are too worried about what people might think.

sorry if I didnt phrase this right, I agree that its a problem with myself if I have bad neighbors
like a bad quality or failure of my own. want to get good neighbors like young people with
interesting lives and creative endeavors.

they care to enforce a way of thinking in this building because people with victimhood get rid
of it by making others victims, that way they are normal. people complained that he is begrudging
and he does seem to hold a grudge.

want people to think good things about me, regardless of my position here I am not an
excessively cruel person for the sake of myself. that is a religious problem because they do not
know how to handle our ideas. want a cool young attractive person, unfortunately I do not
live next to one.