RE: How I hva e been healed from an illness that is suposed to be for life
January 8, 2012 at 1:25 pm
I have to point out one very important thing from the night thatI got better.MomentsbeforeI got better I started thinking that some of my conspiracy beliefs are probably true(in reality they weren't) butthat things like Hollywood moviescould nothavebeenmadefor me.Thisissince when sick that's what I would believe. I did believe that therewasa conection butdidnot believe that they were madefor me.
Now think about it. Isn't it a preaty egoistic thing to believe that everything is about you. Even though i would believe that everybody hates me and it would give me grief, still it wad egoistical to believe in that.
Once I realised that in moments my illness was gone. I also admit thatpriorto thatI didthink I will take a risk in not taking the medication so that I can see thetruth of everything that's possible for me to know. Like at the time it wad the truth about God thatwasmost important to me.
Anyway, I would highly recomend a book called A NEW EARTH BY Eckhart Tolle. In it he talks about paranoid schizophrenia in particular. Also I would higly recomend him to everyone else. Not just those interested in schizophrenia.
Thanks
Now think about it. Isn't it a preaty egoistic thing to believe that everything is about you. Even though i would believe that everybody hates me and it would give me grief, still it wad egoistical to believe in that.
Once I realised that in moments my illness was gone. I also admit thatpriorto thatI didthink I will take a risk in not taking the medication so that I can see thetruth of everything that's possible for me to know. Like at the time it wad the truth about God thatwasmost important to me.
Anyway, I would highly recomend a book called A NEW EARTH BY Eckhart Tolle. In it he talks about paranoid schizophrenia in particular. Also I would higly recomend him to everyone else. Not just those interested in schizophrenia.
Thanks
