Do not fret so much, that will never help you. I know it's a tough idea to live by, but you have to be calm and tackle a problem when it hits you, you can't live in the "what if". And when the problems arrive, take care of them one by one. Living with stress and anxiety is never easy, I should know, since that's what forced me into therapy last year. But honestly, by taking a deep breath, assessing your situation and plan what to do and actually execute it, is the way I cope with hard situations. And remember, you're never alone. There is always someone willing to talk to you, someone who's experienced something similar to you that can help you out. Good luck!
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura