@ Mister Agenda, I can not believe how much of your own opinion you've read into my statements, since you want my statements to say what you desire I see no need in answering, it would on be fruitless, even though I want to answer it just seems it would be a waste of time.
God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.