Gonna commit suicide. Your theories of where I go.

[JohnDG]

Don't worry about him, he just needs to think of all the hurt in the world and realize if those homeless starving trash digging kids can find the means to go on so can he. They probobly won't get the chance at a full life, so why waste yours?

There is every reason to worry. Probably he is depressed and needs help. Imagine if this guy was your closest friend or a family member.

I've already sent him a pm that states allot of the private sufferage I go through, been through and believe me theres allot. I asked him to think about all the private matters ive been through and then think of all the people who also suffer, why should his problems be more severe? Why are his the only problems that demand suicide. I don't really have family, I have blood relatives and a mother who never wanted shit to do with me and they go through great lengths to avoid me. The people I consider closest to me are only 25% my blood other than that they abandoned me, so no I probobly wouldn't give a fuck which died the closest to me or my full blood. Yeah and im still here, I didn't commit suicide, I've been through tons of shit, watched people die and held one in my arms while he died. I'm still here, because life goe's on, agony is the only thing that let's you know you truely are alive, the only thing that let's you know you have atleast one thing to save. Yourself.