Gonna commit suicide. Your theories of where I go.

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I almost killed myself once, then I realized if I don't have the heart to kill another person I don't even deserve to kill myself.

Now you're scaring me.

We're talking about suicide, not murder.

Taking someone else's life is to commit a criminal offence whichever way you look at it.

On a side note, the phrase to "commit suicide" I believe is a misnomer. A stereotype. Everyone has the inherent right to live, and die. The state, the authorities in charge, have denied us the latter. They refuse to accept death is an inevitable part of our lives, with their woefully inadequate and poorly defined laws regarding human rights. They've made euthanasia illegal, so when our bodies naturally fail and become living tombs, we appeal to everyone with an ounce of empathy that we want to die with a scrap of dignity, they refuse our request.

Until the right to die is returned to us, the state is tyrannical and morally corrupt in that it condones suffering and agony in our lives, which as sapient beings who should know better ought to realise its our responsibility to minimise.

those that have said there is no after life can not prove that in the least.

Can you prove there is no such state as eternal oblivion?
Can you prove there's an afterlife?
Can you prove there's an after-afterlife for those who die again?
Can you prove there's a prelife?
Can you prove the eternal return?
Can you prove there's reincarnation?

There is a God and there is an after life, so if you are not part of God's kingdom I believe you know what your destination will be.

If you honestly think we're atheists who secretly believe in god and hellfire you're even more delusional than we ever gave you credit for.

I agree with others here you need help, I believe it will help and I can get that help for you, that's if you are serious.

I agree, but we haven't established if this is or is not a poe we're dealing with yet.