Conspiracy Theorists (Or Conspiracy Nuts :P)

[JohnDG]

Then why not just off yourself and your friends before the whole ball gets rolling?

Edit: I'm not suggesting that, but it does seem that with your line of thinking, that is the logical conclusion.

Probobly because I my heart isn't right inside and If I was suicidal still I would also be homicidal. Best for me to not think such things, not beleiving god and with the realization that my morality is really insignificant. Best for me not to bother people and just live out in peace. Why bother hurting yourself when there is no point in it? But there are some sick reasons to hurt others. haha I need the evil, I need to understand why I am a good peson. Like my friends pentacostal family now tells me, I am a sadistic person, but I seem to do the opposite of what I am.