I have an honest question for theists.

[Mystic]

But we're not talking about simply an argument or contradictions in a holy book, we're talking about undeniable, solid proof that God doesn't exist and you're telling me that even if this hypothetical proof existed and was shown to you and it was undeniable you still wouldn't be convinced.

No I said I'm not sure, if I would be convinced or not convinced. I assuming I most likely will have a small doubt about it, because, it would be an argument of a philosophical nature.

If this is all a ploy so you don't have to imagine not basing your life around your belief system then could you cut this short and just say so?

I'm trying to imagine. I guess I'm not sure. Perhaps I would focus less on soul development and more on enjoying life. Perhaps I would become a moral nihilist and not believe in objective morality. Perhaps I would become depressed or more happier. I don't know. I guess it's true I can't really imagine life without belief in God.