So, I feel like I need a break again. This time it's because I want to stop depending so much on this forum for some intellectual freedom.
I have to play at a massive 2 day conference at church starting tomorrow night. I can't do this any longer and I feel like I need to start acting and saying the way I really feel. Next week will be life changing and very decisive because I agreed with two seperate friends to go discuss some 'easy' questions with a scholar type guy and also a preacher who apparently knows a lot of Church history. I'm planning on letting it all out and asking the questions that don't receive satisfactory answers here at AF.org. Hopefully this will be my new beginning where I can start being myself and start leading a life that will see me distancing myself from my church enough that I can live how I want and not hurt anyone around me.
It's all going to happen, but firstly I need to stop coming back here so often. I need to put myself out there and not back on here where I feel safe to speak my mind.
I have to play at a massive 2 day conference at church starting tomorrow night. I can't do this any longer and I feel like I need to start acting and saying the way I really feel. Next week will be life changing and very decisive because I agreed with two seperate friends to go discuss some 'easy' questions with a scholar type guy and also a preacher who apparently knows a lot of Church history. I'm planning on letting it all out and asking the questions that don't receive satisfactory answers here at AF.org. Hopefully this will be my new beginning where I can start being myself and start leading a life that will see me distancing myself from my church enough that I can live how I want and not hurt anyone around me.
It's all going to happen, but firstly I need to stop coming back here so often. I need to put myself out there and not back on here where I feel safe to speak my mind.
"It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it" ~ Aristotle
