RE: How are you feeling?
November 9, 2012 at 10:38 am
(This post was last modified: November 9, 2012 at 10:39 am by jots.)
I´m feeling pretty miserable, and have been doing so for a while. I am having trouble coping with the loss of my father who died in cancer last year. We were really close and I still can´t think of him without feeling sad and lonely. It´s the realization that I will never see him again, no matter what I do in life that is the most painful.
Work is really a mess as well. I probably shouldn´t go into detail but I am stuck in a situation where I have responsibilities but no actual authority to do the tasks I am responsible for. For one who normally takes pride in doing a job well, such as myself, this is pretty fucked up, and I find myself not wanting to go to work every morning.
But aside from the above, everything is all fine and dandy
I should say that on the big plus side, I have amazing girlfriend who stands by my side no matter what happens. As bad as life feels now, I can´t imagine what it would be like without her.
Work is really a mess as well. I probably shouldn´t go into detail but I am stuck in a situation where I have responsibilities but no actual authority to do the tasks I am responsible for. For one who normally takes pride in doing a job well, such as myself, this is pretty fucked up, and I find myself not wanting to go to work every morning.
But aside from the above, everything is all fine and dandy
I should say that on the big plus side, I have amazing girlfriend who stands by my side no matter what happens. As bad as life feels now, I can´t imagine what it would be like without her.
