Apparently, according to this, I'm going to be disappeared. All I can say is, "I told you so!" Having had paranoid "delusions" from the age of four, I feel thoroughly vindicated.
I must say though, that I think that they underestimate the odds of my dying by drowning, as my last hospitalization for suicidal ideation was with plans to drown myself in the Knife River (or Lake Superior, depending on how long my breath lasted, and how fast the current).
Death by drowning frequently comes up in my list of options.
However, if I hold to my current course, I expect to die in a rapidly expanding ball of flame.