(January 9, 2013 at 5:04 pm)BGChuckLee Wrote: My parents bought two white horses just in case,
Jesus can take my steed, after his work is done on this mortal planet, he will take own last leap into heaven- that is the legend of Cholima.
Instead of torturing yourself with blasphemy you cant handle, you seem to have a smile on your face riding that horse. Why not spend your time doing that rather than getting in a boxing ring you are not ready to get into?
I am not saying go away, but I am saying I think you have some growing up to do first and I think you need to be away from us and experience the real world and real diversity outside this website. I know you will think differently in 10 or 20 years. I certainly am not the impetuous kneejerk teen I once was.
I like horses too, but I am am very afraid of their size and power, so while liking them, I would never own one. I do admire people who train and ride them. I rode one once, it knew what an inept idiot I was and that was the only time I rode and I was lucky enough to be on a horse who knew how stupid I was, so it simply and calmly walked back to the stall yard on it's own ignoring me.
I may hate all the stuff you have been saying here. I do think you need a dose of reality to wake you up. But more importantly, the only thing any of us have in life is our health, and that does include our mental happiness. I do not think it is healthy for you to be here.
I'd suggest for now, you do more for yourself outside this board like riding horses and give up on this board for a few years.