what being apart from the law means.

[Ryantology]

Without a doubt this happens alot especially when one thinks God is his own personal Genie. However when the wishes stop, and one Earnestly A/S/K God shows up and when He does there is not doubt who He is.

It's all apart of the process of maturing.

You are only demonstrating what I said in my last post: you'll never get the 'correct' answer until you've made all the proper assumptions. It is impossible to A/S/K from a position of unbelief and be convinced, which makes the entire concept of A/S/K absolutely worthless to anybody. Either you're asking a question to which you've already made up the answer you seek, or you're never going to get an answer at all.