RE: Parents
February 27, 2013 at 4:35 am
(This post was last modified: February 27, 2013 at 5:01 am by Fruity.)
If things got too bad I would stop communication. I love them so much, but I will not let them affect my life enough to waste time that I will never get back. Life is too short. I will not let them hurt me enough that it will go down to my kids. As far as my kids needing their grandparents... I grew up with none and I never felt I needed them. Sounds selfish, but as a parent I have to provide parental love, guidance, support, etc. Not grandparents. At least that's how I feel.
By the way, I soooooo need therapy lol I keep digging and finding all these issues I deal with and I have to fight every day. So, it's funny how I'm majoring in Psychology, huh?
I keep dreaming that my family is laughing at me. They are laughing loudly and in a way that I feel ashamed, humiliated, and totally in despair. I wake up crying. In traumatic events... I had actually erased some (per say) from my memory and they recently came back in a dream. lol wtf
By the way, I soooooo need therapy lol I keep digging and finding all these issues I deal with and I have to fight every day. So, it's funny how I'm majoring in Psychology, huh?

(February 26, 2013 at 9:22 pm)The Germans are coming Wrote: Does anyone else here suffer from nightmares in which he or she constantly relives traumatic events?
I keep dreaming that my family is laughing at me. They are laughing loudly and in a way that I feel ashamed, humiliated, and totally in despair. I wake up crying. In traumatic events... I had actually erased some (per say) from my memory and they recently came back in a dream. lol wtf
Pointing around: "Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, I'm out!"
Half Baked
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Half Baked
"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon