RE: Ecstasy
March 6, 2013 at 11:35 pm
(This post was last modified: March 6, 2013 at 11:43 pm by jstrodel.)
I have taken ecstasy and noticed that I would get depressed after I took it. I had a very serious bout of depression that lasted longer than a year which I think was very likely linked to ecstasy.
MDMA is a very dangerous drug. It seriously destabilizes people emotionally. I have known many people who have taken MDMA and had some sort of psychological problems afterwards. Also, most of the people that take it in the context of the club scene get into harder drugs like cocaine or meth or mix it with hallucinogens.
I have almost died using drugs. I got into things that I never thought I would. I have sold hard drugs, bought cocaine to sell. I have stolen things from people. I never thought I would do things like that. I used to drive into the ghetto looking for people to buy heroin from, once a did a bundle with a homeless guy. I have been arrested. I have been hospitalized from drug overdoses. I started off as a 15 year old geeky kid going on dance safe and all those drug websites, going to raves, talking to people about God was a creation of the state to express the interests of the state or whatever. I could write 100 pages off the top of my head about drugs, what the risks are, how to make them, etc. It didn't stop me from becoming a drug addict and almost dying.
I would say that harm reduction stuff is a bunch of crap. You are playing Russian roulette. If you know people that are seriously into drugs, they are screwed up people. If you get out of it maybe you can get lucky, but, whatever you read on those sites, it is all based on people doing things in the optimum conditions. If you test your pills. If you don't mix drugs. Etc. Try living like that when you start getting into it. No one really does drugs like that who is really into drugs.
I wish you the best and I hope you don't die. A friend of mine just did, from heroin, not MDMA. I never thought I'd start doing heroin, but I did, and really, I got to the harder stuff though MDMA and the rave scene.
MDMA is a very dangerous drug. It seriously destabilizes people emotionally. I have known many people who have taken MDMA and had some sort of psychological problems afterwards. Also, most of the people that take it in the context of the club scene get into harder drugs like cocaine or meth or mix it with hallucinogens.
I have almost died using drugs. I got into things that I never thought I would. I have sold hard drugs, bought cocaine to sell. I have stolen things from people. I never thought I would do things like that. I used to drive into the ghetto looking for people to buy heroin from, once a did a bundle with a homeless guy. I have been arrested. I have been hospitalized from drug overdoses. I started off as a 15 year old geeky kid going on dance safe and all those drug websites, going to raves, talking to people about God was a creation of the state to express the interests of the state or whatever. I could write 100 pages off the top of my head about drugs, what the risks are, how to make them, etc. It didn't stop me from becoming a drug addict and almost dying.
I would say that harm reduction stuff is a bunch of crap. You are playing Russian roulette. If you know people that are seriously into drugs, they are screwed up people. If you get out of it maybe you can get lucky, but, whatever you read on those sites, it is all based on people doing things in the optimum conditions. If you test your pills. If you don't mix drugs. Etc. Try living like that when you start getting into it. No one really does drugs like that who is really into drugs.
I wish you the best and I hope you don't die. A friend of mine just did, from heroin, not MDMA. I never thought I'd start doing heroin, but I did, and really, I got to the harder stuff though MDMA and the rave scene.
