jstrodel - I totally relate with you. I use to have experiences with what appeared to me to be the God's glory and beauty as well vision of spirits both good and bad, human and jinn...but in my case, it definitely was schizophrenia, I know that for a variety reasons but the main one is that these experiences stop when I take medications. My obsession also is severely decreased from dogma when I do.
I felt like at points I was enlightened and felt bliss and tranquility, I know the feeling.
But the best way to live life is not on psychotic delusion but one based on truth and reality.
The only thing is that it's nearly impossible for anyone to have convinced me my experiences were false because they seemed real to me for a variety of reasons.
But when this dogmatic obsession stopped, I became healthier. More productive in my life. And I take pleasure in the small things in life as well.
I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
I felt like at points I was enlightened and felt bliss and tranquility, I know the feeling.
But the best way to live life is not on psychotic delusion but one based on truth and reality.
The only thing is that it's nearly impossible for anyone to have convinced me my experiences were false because they seemed real to me for a variety of reasons.
But when this dogmatic obsession stopped, I became healthier. More productive in my life. And I take pleasure in the small things in life as well.
I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
