I'm getting over wanting there to be a God. No offense to anyone, but I think that the belief that there is a personal God and afterlife, with no evidence to support this claim, is a very childish belief. But it's perfectly fine to want it. I want there to be a huge diamond buried in my front yard. But there almost certainly isn't.
"I trust my own reason and my own capacities to think and educate myself and to reach greater levels of knowlege and status through learning and work. To me, wishing for a god is like wishing to be a slave, it is like declaring that one is too incompetent to handle one's own affairs." - the germans are coming