I always hold some hope for a free afterlife. One where i can continue learning and growing. Instead of just rotting away. Which is fine too, i guess, it's a form of comfort, but i value knowlage and suffering over comfort. I hope my death will test me, rather than give me an easy way out. I don't really care if there's a god though. As long as I'm not forced to pay for percieved sins or brainwashed into worship I couldn't give less of a shit.
This is stupid