Is it strange that I want there to be a God ?

[Creed of Heresy]

And what exactly IS "godly sorrow?" Kindly define it for us, please.

the fact you need to ask shows you don't have it
one thief on the cross had it, the other didn't
seems you have a 50/50 chance of getting it right

Ahh, I see! It's something where if you don't know it you won't have it and therefore since you don't know it you'll never have it since you won't be able to know it! It all makes perfect sense thank you so much for clarifying that for me I truly appreciate no seriously what the fuck is it. ._.

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Unless the idea is, like...godly sorrow is to be really really apologetic or something when you do wrong in which case...yeah, sure, I apologize to people if I hurt them. but the key here is that I apologize to the PERSON, not to god, as your religion says I should. Jesus was pretty clear that if you wronged someone else, you didn't apologize to THEM, you apologized to HIM, because that delusional old sweater-monkey was such a narcissistic self-absorbed piece of crap that he had to make sure everyone knew of his victim complex...and really, when you think of it like that, it becomes clear where the Christian persecution complex comes from; it comes from their stupid, silly martyr-figure and his own endless amounts of solipsistic victimization. Hell the entire bible when talking about Jeebus Cripes [or however you spell his name] is basically one long baaaaawfest about what a victim Jeebus was. It's a big-ass attempt at a global guiltrip and fuck that attention-whoring shit.