Does anyone want to keep in contact?

[Edwardo Piet]

Nineteen and I'd be a hermit if the internet didn't exist. Now that's just sad TT__TT

I would try, and if I couldn't hack it I'd commit suicide - which I've already tried once. I've been on computers for 18 years and on the net for 12 years - half my life time - also, I didn't leave the house on my own until I was 19 - your age. So, I kinda spent a while on computers lol.... and 16 hours a day for a year and a half at one point, then had an acute breakdown for 8 weeks and it was still a year before I left the house on my own, life can be pretty interesting can't it? I wonder if I'll ever actually get laid or if I'm going to have to stick with enjoying masochistically ridiculing myself after I get teased and rejected, at best, and ignored at worst? - well, that's the worst so far. I also had my third major breakdown recently: great ain't it?

I'm just an irritating twat, a liar, it's all my fault, I'm selfish, ignorant, greedy, lazy, annoying, a retard, a moron, an idiot, an uneducated moron, I'm confusing, peculiar, perverse, weird, strange, a weirdo, argumentative, disagreeable, perverse, I think too much, I over analyze, I talk bollocks, I talk nonsense, I'm petty, I'm a nitpicker, I'm a pedant, I play dumb I think I know it all, I'm arrogant, I'm cocky, dangerous, deluded and insane; I'm irrelevant and I can't stay on topic and don't listen and then some... great isn't it?