Evie Wrote:I would try, and if I couldn't hack it I'd commit suicide - which I've already tried once. I've been on computers for 18 years and on the net for 12 years - half my life time - also, I didn't leave the house on my own until I was 19 - your age. So, I kinda spent a while on computers lol.... and 16 hours a day for a year and a half at one point, then had an acute breakdown for 8 weeks and it was still a year before I left the house on my own, life can be pretty interesting can't it? I wonder if I'll ever actually get laid or if I'm going to have to stick with enjoying masochistically ridiculing myself after I get teased and rejected, at best, and ignored at worst? - well, that's the worst so far.I also had my third major breakdown recently: great ain't it?
Alternately, you could just save up and ask a forum whore.
Easy as pie. Breakdowns are my favorite, so I would agree: they're the best, man.
Quote:I'm just an irritating twat, a liar, it's all my fault, I'm selfish, ignorant, greedy, lazy, annoying, a retard, a moron, an idiot, an uneducated moron, I'm confusing, peculiar, perverse, weird, strange, a weirdo, argumentative, disagreeable, perverse, I think too much, I over analyze, I talk bollocks, I talk nonsense, I'm petty, I'm a nitpicker, I'm a pedant, I play dumb I think I know it all, I'm arrogant, I'm cocky, dangerous, deluded and insane; I'm irrelevant and I can't stay on topic and don't listen and then some... great isn't it?
Point A <------> Response to Point A. This isn't over-analyzing... this is jumping to conclusions, and sticking to those conclusions despite a total absence of evidence for it. And then rambling on about all of your failings, ninety percent of which you don't have, but imma have to agree that it's all your fault.
After all, I've no evidence --> must be true
Please give me a home where cloud buffalo roam
Where the dear and the strangers can play
Where sometimes is heard a discouraging word
But the skies are not stormy all day
