(June 5, 2013 at 5:18 pm)Rhythm Wrote: I just couldn't stand the thought of not giving what I could - who that would make me
Yes, exactly.
In addition, part of what makes me who I am today, and why I do what I do is guilt, and out of atonement to my family. I have made no secret of my struggles with mental illness. I have been, and am in some ways, still am a rotten bastard. After what I put my ex and my family through, if I didn't do what I could, I might as well eat a bullet.