Damn my libido!

[Edwardo Piet]

Yes, but you didn't give us much to go on. All we know is that you're wanting to shed the 'V,' but we don't what's stopping you.

Can't talk to women? What's the issue?

No one is interested in me. That's the problem. And I don't know why. That's also the problem.

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Ooohhh .. that V word. Well you lucky dog. You'll get what so few of us ever had .. a fully conscious, savoring of the experience.

Everyone says I'm lucky. Well if that's the case I think... why should I bother? I just want to get rid of painful cravings now.

You'll get to experience your first petite mort at the hands (or whatever) of your first partner.

I wish. I am already too old for anyone petite and before I know it I will be too old for anyone 25.

Do you have anyone in mind to give that to?

Too many. But no one who wants it.

It would be cool if it was someone who could be just as mindful about the enterprise and enjoy it as such.

Just as mindful in what way?

Whatever you do, don't think of it as something annoying to be rid of.

It is annoying.

There are only so many firsts of any consequence in life.

I'm nearly 25 and I haven't got my first yet.... if it takes me that long to find someone.... and I never want a long serious relationship anyway.... I am fucked. What's the point? I just want to get rid of horrible feelings.

Now go forth and carpe some ass! (Don't forget to share the details here.)

If it ever happens, yes. But it won't last because I don't want it to.

he is serious.

Very serious.