My dying best friend

[Mr. Moncrieff]

I read all of that mate.

My response is so short because I am so entrenched in a situation so similar to this.

I won't discuss it here. It isn't something I want to do.

It's something that still pegs my MAJOR atheistic side back and reins it in.

Watching something like this happen to a friend leads you to consider that belief in something else is a valid control mechanism.

Without belittling your own predicament...now imagine that's not your friend.

It's your brother.