I know you can put faith in a god that just allows this earth to exist freely. I know there doesn't exactly need to be a plan. Looking at the world you can see it's free of any plan. I just wish the pain and suffering could influence me positively in that sense. It makes me angry with god, or the idea. This leaves me with only atheism as the key to my understanding. Science, bitch!
I hate the bible. I love that do as thy whilst stuff.