(March 14, 2014 at 8:56 pm)Rahul Wrote: I know what you mean about the feeling of peace. But guilt? I don't feel that. More a feeling of triumph or relief. Like if you watered both those feelings down with each other.
It's not like it weighs on me daily or anything. But, if I'm honest. It's the one thing that keeps me from saying, I'm an atheist.
What I mean by that isn't that I feel guilty thinking of or classifying myself as an atheist, but rather it's only been the last say two or three years, that I've actually left faith, and started thinking for myself, without a religion dictating to me what I should feel or think about something. While it feels awesome, it also feels...at times still, a little foreign to me.
is this a confessional?
