(March 23, 2014 at 4:22 am)futilethewinds Wrote:(March 23, 2014 at 3:49 am)Thunder Cunt Wrote: Make me one of your facebook friends then.As I said, I was kidding when I implied you could ever be a "bro."
Never have I lived in a frat house and I don't treat women like shit.
If you want to use my photos on a gay site just for your amusement you may. If you like other photos you may have them as well. I'd give you a nude pic but typically when I have the Internet it is at the Library and I could get permanently kicked out.
My Internet isn't working at home. I'm at my mums house 2day...The Doctor...I used to steal pills from her medicine cabinet all the time
I may take you up on that. I don't know if it would amuse me enough to be worth it. I've always considered making a fake Grindr profile just to see who the hell is on there. I don't wanna whine, but I'm so jealous that gay guys have that app. I wanna know where all the lesbians are that are near me! Not so that I can have casual sexual encounters, I absolutely could not do that, I do not trust I meet in the digital world not to rape and murder me if I get in a vehicle with them or go to their house, or even invite them to mine. Shiiiiiiiiiit. I don't want random people knowing where I live. Hell, I don't even want my own grandmother to know where I live.
Wow, you have such access to all kinds of drugs. If I had that kind of access growing up, who knows what pharmaceutical wonders I would have discovered? And at such a young age, too. Because at many stages of my life, you see, I would have done absolutely anything if I thought it would make my emotional pain stop even for a second. I would almost definitely have fucked up and ended up in a hospital at least once. And I probably would be an addict.
Granted, if I'm REEEEEEEALLY desperate, I can probably get absolutely anything imaginable from my grandmother, the woman's house is like a fucking pharmacy, but then I would have to deal with my grandmother.
Yeah! I worshiped pills for a while but now I know it is fleeting and deceptive and most of the shit that haunts me the most was shit I did when high.
It can be great though to be able to pop a pill to make all anxiety go away. If you felt nervous and Anxious I know the pill and the milligram that will make your anxiety go away completely. It might take 20 minutes to kick in but will do a thorough job.
It's very dangerous when you have no anxiety and fear. Judgement gets extremely clouded. It would be at those moments that I might actually act out on what was always just fantasy.
I have to stay away from drugs and alcohol. I don't know how long b4 I go back to drinking. Something tells me im not done yet.
U still in College?
