RE: It's best to accept reality
March 23, 2014 at 2:08 pm
(This post was last modified: March 23, 2014 at 2:10 pm by leodeo.)
(March 23, 2014 at 2:02 pm)SteelCurtain Wrote: I feel a strong need to help you, leodeo. But I don't know how. What is it that makes you feel like life is not worth living? Are you clinically depressed, and if so, are you on meds?
I'm available to talk anytime if you just need an ear, a sounding board. You can PM me anytime.
thanks i always like making new friends - i'm beyond help at this point, ive spend like the last 8 years in meds and therapy and hospitalizations even, thousands in debt from medical bills and i do try to be positive but not all stories have happy endings - if mental treatment was as simple as getting meds and therapy then it wouldn't be such a booming industry.
(March 23, 2014 at 2:02 pm)tor Wrote: Do you like living or not?
Because if you do this suicide thing is irrelevant to this. If you don't like living then you don't really accept reality and vice versa.
As for the methods you need to become my friend to get any sort of help from me
No I don't like living at all - before I thought I could grind through this life and go to heaven but now I realize theres no heavens and this is it, so that kinda makes me more depressed but its whatever, and I'm scarfed to suicide in case i survive and get committed, i tried to buy a gun last year and almost got civil commited because we live in a small town and the lady processsing my application for firearm new about me and called my case manager and it was a mess....so just trynna coast through under the radar :S
But i made this thread not to complain and ask for help, but to show people that religion doesn't really do anything to help and its best to accept reality and try to find a way to get through life as smoothly as possible. cus i get really irritated when people beleive in god and give him so much praise when things are going good, then when bad things happen they pull out the free will card to keep god blame free :/
