Ok so what it boils down to is really the following: Jesus really doesn't live up to my ethical standards, which are much better than his. Sorry, Rev, your messiah is not good enough for me. Also, most every poor soul dying of cancer today suffers more than he did back then on the cross - I mean come on, he knew he was the son of god. He basically did it on purpose!
The fool hath said in his heart, There is a God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that doeth good.
Psalm 14, KJV revised edition