You know, it sounds like your situation really sucks right now. I'd like to suggest that you get out and go to places where there's people who share your interests. Since you like games, perhaps go to a gaming store or something?
Anyone can get down or even start to loose perspective completely without real social interaction. I know, because I went through something similar a long time ago, though not as bad.
It's tough, having to choose between what you believe is right and the approval and love of your friends. Even worse if your family is invovled somehow. But dwelling on the loss and wallowing in sadness won't help. I think its better to focus on what you want to do instead.
Anyone can get down or even start to loose perspective completely without real social interaction. I know, because I went through something similar a long time ago, though not as bad.
It's tough, having to choose between what you believe is right and the approval and love of your friends. Even worse if your family is invovled somehow. But dwelling on the loss and wallowing in sadness won't help. I think its better to focus on what you want to do instead.
