(April 10, 2014 at 7:29 pm)Cinjin Wrote:(April 10, 2014 at 3:34 pm)DarkHorse Wrote: Does anyone know of any healthier alternatives?
I afraid not.
I quit for a year and a half and still got to a point where all I wanted whenever I had a drink was a cigarette. So I did.
I realized that unless I quit drinking, I'm always going to want to smoke. Problem solved: I only smoke when I drink. A pack of smokes last me about a week now and I never EVER smoke unless I'm drinking socially. I have strict rules about it.
Yeah, I know it's still smoking but it's a hell of a lot healthier than I use to be (pack a day) and its the only compromise that would worked for me.
Plus, I don't give a fuck what people think. "It's my goddamn body and anyone who doesn't like my life decisions can tongue-punch my fart box."
For a few months before I quit for good, I only smoked a few when I would go out to drink, and have one with the first cup of coffee for the day. I've also thought about just having it when I go out drinking (which doesn't happen very often anyway), but I'm not sure whether I'll be able to keep it that way forever. If I knew for a fact I could, I would do it that way.
Thanks guys and girls! Feeling a bit better, and just keep telling myself it will pass. Can't stay like this forever.
