Well, I don't know if this is relevant or not, but when I was severely depressed, I had similar issues with my friends. In hindsight I realize that I was much more clingy that I thought, and it was a lot of work being my friend. I was also depressing to be around at times, so my friends would stay away from.
Perhaps your depression is driving them away? I'm not saying that must be it, but it's something to consider.
Perhaps your depression is driving them away? I'm not saying that must be it, but it's something to consider.
Even if the open windows of science at first make us shiver after the cozy indoor warmth of traditional humanizing myths, in the end the fresh air brings vigor, and the great spaces have a splendor of their own - Bertrand Russell
